monday later

Feb. 2nd, 2026 04:04 pm
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The Entity. I like the juxtaposition of colors inside with the gray and white outside. That's what life feels like now. All the comfort and color is inside while outside it is cold and difficult. Anyway. Dave just asked me if I want to go for a walk down to the creek. He made a path with his tractor so the snow's not so deep anymore. The last time we went I had a terrible time slogging though the snow and keeping my balance. But I forgot my walking stick. I'm thinking today it'll be better with a stick.

monday

Feb. 2nd, 2026 05:06 am
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In the Belly.

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More Imbolc stuff. White for purity, green for new life, blue for protection and gold for fire. I'm planning to weave these together later today. Maybe it's just thinking about it being mid winter, groundhog day, halfway to spring, but I'm feeling a bit hopeful today. I've gained weight this winter with practically no hiking. I hate slogging through deep snow. And I don't like being cold. But I'm feeling like spring WILL come and warmth will return. My body can recuperate. Being able to hike in the woods will come again.

It's only 4F right now. Blaa. But it's supposed to get up to 15F later and Candy and I are planning to walk in town on the sidewalks.

A Return to Scholarship

Feb. 2nd, 2026 06:58 pm
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Walter Benjamin, with his usual brilliance, observed, "Scholarship, far from leading inexorably to a profession, may in fact preclude it. For it does not permit you to abandon it." The first part suggests that a scholar never ceases learning and, as a result, does not settle into a single profession. The second part indicates the difference between a student (who does lead to a profession) and a scholar (for whom learning is a lifetime, evolving, and intrinsic behaviour). Well, after over a month of international travel and then followed by a few excellent celebratory gatherings, it is well about time that I return to the matter of scholarship. In these parts of my life, there are three current vectors.

The first is my doctoral studies at the University of Euclid. This week I have have completed the first part of a course on "Global Energy and Climate Policy", which is shared between the University of London and with the major project with Euclid University. The content was quite good, looking at the necessity of moving away from GHG energy sources, alternative energy sources (including nuclear), the Paris Agreement itself, and energy security and sovereignty. For the major paper, I'll be looking at "Optimal Energy Choices for Pacific Island Nations Under the Paris Agreement". I am especially interested in looking at the expected climate changes, the likely demographic changes, technology options, and the application of NDCs of other countries.

In addition, in a completely different vector, I have taken up studies for a Cert IV in Teaching English as a Foreign Language (TEFL). Now, this may seem a bit strange for someone who already has a Master's degree in Higher Education, but in my profession, my teaching is normally more than 50% of students from non-English-speaking backgrounds. It is extremely helpful for me to modify my presentation so it is more easily understood, even when the technical content is quite advanced. The course itself, through the Sydney Higher Education Institute, is thankfully very attentive to not just language learning, but also cultural differences. Whilst the course is designed to be taken over a year, because it's self-paced I'm hoping to get it done in a few months.

The third part is quite out of leftfield. About fifteen years ago, I ran a lengthy RuneQuest Prax campaign. As I often do, I kept extensive notes and even constructed a series of letters from one of the characters, Praxilites, as he developed from a young initiate of the sun god to reaching apotheosis. How is such fantasy storytelling scholarly? Well, apart from delving deeply into what can only be described as the deeply mythological metaphysics of Glorantha, our main character's story is very much in the style of Marcus Aurelius' "Meditations", a subject that I have written about in the past. Of course, it will not be just Marcus whom I'll be drawing from, but also Diogenes, Zeno, Seneca, Epictetus and even a dash of Laozi. Anyway, with more than 35000 words already written, it is proving to be quite a joy to delve down a path of scholarship that is also entertaining.

Groan

Feb. 1st, 2026 07:46 pm
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I cleaned out a whole cabinet  plus another very small drawer unit and several shelves in San Francisco.  I remembered my drawers as being quite a lot better organized than they were. Now I have 5 crates of stuff to sort.  A couple of them won't be bad, but at least two or three need a lot of work.  I'm tempted just to toss the lot, but can't quite make myself do that, there is a lot of hardware in there, much of it new.
Discovered that there were no large sized screwdrivers left down there.  I'll take some back. 
Dug a few iris, including a light blue one that will very much be in the way of the construction project. I really wanted that color in the mix here in Ukiah.  Took a bunch of containers with fertilizers and other soil amendments that will never get used in SF but can be used one way or another in Ukiah.  
It is a bit overwhelming. 
Dealing with our elderly downstairs tenant was no fun. He is resisting both our project to fix the house and my attempt to get the electrical fixed, saying that it is an enormous disturbance and he will have to move everything in his flat when we do it, which is not true.  Yes there will be some disturbance, but he's way out in left field.  Then he started in telling me that we had told him we were starting our project "right away" when we started the planning process 3 years ago. The opposite is true. We have told him repeatedly, monthly, weekly (basically every time we talk to him) that we are NOT starting yet, and that he will have at least 2 weeks notice before we do.  I know it is just him getting more frail and less able, but it really rubs me the wrong way. Sigh.  

moonlight

Feb. 1st, 2026 08:43 pm
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Just now.

sunday

Feb. 1st, 2026 05:48 pm
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Imbolc. Not my best work but at least it is something for today. I've always liked making pictures along this theme, a seedling coming alive.  That's what my user pic is.

Went shopping with Jules this morning. We went to the Meadville Walmart and Giant Eagle instead of our usual Cranberry and Franklin ones. There was a neat thing that I noticed when Jules and I were walking back to the car. It was only about 10F and cold. Blue sky and the sun was shining brightly. If you looked towards the sun there were the tiniest of little light flashes happening in the air. At first I thought it was my usual old person eye aberrations. A lot of the time I see all kinds of little splotches and wiggles flashing in my vision in addition to what is really there. But it was actually super tiny specks of ice floating in the air and reflecting the sun. Very easy to overlook because they were so small. It seemed very magical. I think I've seen the phenomenon only once before. Maybe if I went outside more often in the cold, cold winter I might see it more. I called up Dave (he was ice fishing) and asked him if he ever saw it and he said he can't remember seeing it. So maybe it really is a rare thing. I just looked it up - it's called Diamond Dust

(morning writing)

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Friday, i managed to get ice off much of the deck and sidewalk. Deck's gonna need repainting and i think i will do it myself this time and address the issues that were not by the professional. (Eye roll). It was physically engaging, and i felt i'd had a real work out. The salt was impressive: while i didn't get rid of some of it in the driveway, i could rake and roughen the surface in a wa where i'd scattered salt that i couldn't elsewhere. Seeing the rusty salt on the white sleet-creet did give me opinions about my seed spreader: it definitely is not even. (But more even than hand casting.)  I just disappeared into a book after all the effort.

Yesterday morning Other Places were snowed in and we were in the "dry slot." My feelings churned around the changing travel, but around 12:30 snow started. By 4:45 pm we  had 1 7/8" of snow (measured using the recommended white board, which was then swept off), and it kept coming. This morning we have an additional 2 5/8" on the board, so that's a nice even 4.5" total

I hope i can relax today and also prep for the trip. I got a cancellation notice for the Sunday flight i had changed to Monday, but i've confirmed that i am booked Monday.

Snow and January reading

Jan. 31st, 2026 10:40 pm
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We got about 5 inches of snow and 5 inches of sleet last weekend. Here's a view from our front door this past week:
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We have been using metal shovels to break the layer of ice before clearing the snow. The town plowed our street around 4 a.m. last Sunday and then not again until Tuesday around 5 p.m. Temperatures have remained well below freezing, so it's been interesting (by which I mean infuriating) to see who typically doesn't clear their sidewalk and just waits for it to melt. Our next-door neighbors have a toddler and still left a sheet of ice on their sidewalk until Thursday. It took us half an hour to walk half a mile to the ramen restaurant Wednesday evening. Today we had to get groceries and dog treats. Main roads are mostly clear, but snow and ice are piled at corners, making turns largely blind. Temperatures might reach 32 degrees Fahrenheit briefly one day this week?

It's good weather to stay in and read, but I only managed to finish two books this month. Work has just been horribly busy. At least I'm more than halfway through performance reviews, and the difficult ones (for the people who aren't as great as they think they are) are done.

Song of Ancient Lovers, Laura Restrepo (translated from Spanish by Carolina de Robertis)
A sprawling, ambitious novel that I am not smart enough to read. The story of the Queen of Sheba and King Solomon is told along with a modern story of a young graduate student who travels to Yemen to research historical traces of the Queen of Sheba. He winds up working for Doctors Without Borders, helping refugees in the camps and those lucky enough to make it to shore. Along the way are brief interludes about other scholars who were smitten with the Queen of Sheba and frequent quotations from philosophers, poets, and religious texts. There are also soul-crushing descriptions of migrant experiences; apparently the human traffickers dump them out of boats to evade authorities. The migrants have to swim to shore but they don't know where they are because the waters and shores are dark. One of the things the grad student does is sit for hours in a Jeep on a beach with the lights on. 

The Sentence, Louise Erdrich
This is the book with the binding error. It's different from her other books in that it is set in very recent times: from November 2019 to November 2020.  In that year, COVID-19 arrived in the U.S., and  George Floyd was murdered.  I think that one thing that must be hard about writing about contemporary events is that readers will likely have their own impressions and memories of those events. At least that's one possible explanation for why this book has a lower rating on Goodreads. The protagonist, Tookie, gets a job at a small, independent Native bookstore in Minneapolis after her prison sentence is commuted. Her husband was a tribal cop who arrested her but then quit shortly after she was convicted and sent to prison. Erdrich has a small, independent Native bookstore in Minneapolis, and I suspect that many of the details in this novel came from her bookstore (the owner of the bookstore in the book is also named Louise but is largely absent). 

Iris, Wood, Planting, Thistles

Jan. 31st, 2026 04:45 pm
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Someone came and took all the remaining iris starts which makes me happy.
Read more... )

saturday later

Jan. 31st, 2026 12:32 pm
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Rainbow Forces. 

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Jan. 31st, 2026 08:46 am
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Movies: None

Television/Streaming: Watching my way through I'm in Love with the Villainess, which was originally a manga, I think. Anyway, the premise is that Rei, an office worker who is obsessed with this fantasy romance game, gets transported into said game as her character. The game mechanics are heteronormative (a choice of three princes to get with) but Rei is obsessed with Miss Claire, a noblewoman, and in her game reincarnation, takes every opportunity to tell her she loves her. There's also magic and other hijinks here. Rei is a little problematic because of how hard she goes, but it feels like there are other things at play here so I'm seeing where this ends up.

Books: Finished It's Not a Cult by Joey Batey. This is our February pick for my online book club. Batey is Jasker in The Witcher series (which I have not seen and did not know this until later) and this is his first book. The premise is a little no-name band that has a whole mythos behind their songs (minor gods called the Solkats) suddenly blows up online, and develops a rabid following: picking apart their lyrics for hidden meanings, and then following the "orders" they claim to get getting from the songs. Of course, some of them start turning to violent behavior and the band has to figure out what to do.

Overall, it was an interesting premise. I really liked the Solkat angle (with names like Scran, Solkat of Bar Tabs, Reckonings, and Squander; or Hockle, the Antecedent, Solkat of Spit and Nervous Moments), but it wasn't explored as in depth as I thought it could have been. This book has a lot to say about fandom and obsession. I felt it could have been tightened a bit more (it seems a little overlong) and some different details could have been highlighted. I'm sure we'll have a lot to say at book club.

Listening to: I got back to the Rolling Stone Top 500 Albums project this week, finally, and got through two albums.

#492 Nick of Time, Bonnie Raitt (1989). This album was on the original 2012 list at #231. Blurb from Rolling Stone:
After being dumped by her previous label, blues rocker Bonnie Raitt exacted revenge with this multiplatinum Grammy-award winner, led by an on-fire version of John Hiatt’s “Thing Called Love” and the brilliant title track, a study in midlife crisis told from a woman’s perspective. Producer Don Was helped her sharpen the songs without sacrificing any of her slide-guitar fire. And as Raitt herself pointed out, her 10th try was “my first sober album.”


I only remembered "Have a Heart" from this album, which got some radio airplay. However, I did really like this album overall. Good bluesy guitar, and some great lines like "I ain't no porcupine/Take off your kid gloves" from the chorus of "Thing Called Love." You can also hear the tail-end-of-the-80s influence on some of the songs here, as well, which is not a detriment. Tracks I really liked: "Nick of Time, "Thing Called Love," "Have a Heart," "Love Letter"

#491 Harry's House, Harry Styles (2022). Obviously, given the release year, this was not on the original 2012 list. Rolling Stone sez:
Harry Styles achieved pop greatness with One Direction, but he got even deeper on his own. In Harry’s House, his third solo album, he stakes his claim as one of his generation’s most savagely imaginative musical minds. It’s a vibrant, playful, vividly emotional song cycle about searching for different kinds of home. He zips from Tokyo-style city pop (“Music for a Sushi Restaraunt”) to disco flash (“Satellite”) to delicate guitar ballads (“Matilda”). “As It Was” has Harry at his most intimate and personal, yet blew up into a universal hit—it spent 15 weeks at Number One.


This one is fun. I do like his music post One Direction, and a few of my favorites are on this album, "As It Was" and "Late Night Talking" among them. Good album for driving around town or just dancing barefoot in your own house.

saturday

Jan. 31st, 2026 03:33 am
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Another night where I went to bed very early (7pm) and now here I am awake at 1.

I was curious yesterday to see what the AVERAGE woman of my age (72), weight and height looks like. So I asked AI for a picture. I had to have AI make her be hunched over a bit to match me.

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I feel like I can love this person and her body and looks. Much more that I have been loving my own body and looks. So I'm seeing this as an aid to help me accept myself and my aging better.

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I'm going to call this little guy Wonky. Wonky Monkey. My newest everything book is in the background. I'm planning how I can use this book as both a writing journal and an art-a-day book. This is the same type of book I made for Nancy a while ago (years ago) but I never used mine. It didn't have enough pages for writing - too many artsy and weird paper pages for a writing journal. So I decided I can just tuck in more plain writing pages as I go and use the fancy papers for art-a-day stuff and get some use from it finally.

friday later

Jan. 30th, 2026 08:28 am
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Earth, Sun, Moon. The moon was very bright last night. Full moon coming on Sunday. 

(morning writing)

Jan. 30th, 2026 07:44 am
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And déjà vu: Sunday flight to Ohio has been moved to Monday. This time i really need to go (or give up). At least the forecast for Ohio temps next week isn't quite so arctic. Never above freezing, yes, but one can see the balmy temperature of the freezing point from the forecast.

Our north slope shaded house still has plenty of ice about. The clumping clay litter for traction ... well, better than breaking a neck. So glad i covered our steps last weekend. Expect this weekend will have Real Snow that can be shoveled instead of Sleet-crete, the accumulation of sleet welded together with freezing rain.

I had a meeting with my product people where i set Worry That We Are VERY AMBITIOUS at their feet to think about.

Christine is getting better but it's still soon after surgery.

friday

Jan. 30th, 2026 06:25 am
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A pic of where Skye slept last night. There are 2 beds in the hallway. The other one is in the closet and this one is just in a corner of the hall. Rainy and Skye both use these little cozy beds. Andy is a couch man.

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I took this pic on Wednesday. Thought it looked neat how the skin of snow was wrinkling down.

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Then on Thursday it was even better.

-10F this morning. Dave's gone ice fishing. I'm just going to stay in, do some art, crochet and watch The Closer (again). I don't think it will exactly be a pajama day today but there will definitely be no bra.

Curried Cabbage

Jan. 29th, 2026 02:18 pm
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This recipe came from "The Swallow Family Heritage Cookbook" that my friend Lisa wrote.  I have changed the recipe somewhat, mostly adding more spices and cooking them into a sauce.  I'm almost happy with this version. 

1 head cabbage, preferably red. Chop into chunks about 1 to 1/12 inch square. Read chop into easy to eat chunks.
3 baked or otherwise cooked potatoes in about 1 inch cubes, or to taste size wise. I like russets for this, but any potato is fine. 
Knob fresh ginger grated or very finely chopped.  Last time I used about a tablespoonful of finely chopped.
2 tsp of cumin seed.
1 tsp ground cumin.
1 Tbs + mustard seed
Small pinch cardamon seed cracked.  You could certainly use a pinch of ground cardamon. 
1/2 tsp turmeric
2 -3 tsp ground coriander
2 cloves Garlic, minced (I use garlic oil, or omit).
Chili powder or cayenne flakes or omit.  I use a pinch of jalapeno flakes.
Salt to taste.

In a large pot, I use my 4 quart pan:
Bloom the spices in oil, seeds first, (heat for a moment until fragrant, usually a few seconds to a minute).  Add about a cup of hot water and simmer slowly for about 10 to 15 minutes, or until the sauce begins to smell really good and look more like a sauce and less like spices in water.   The object is to get the seeds to soften and  flavor the sauce.   Water may need to be added during this process.

When sauce is ready add potatoes and cabbage and cover.  Cook over a low heat until the cabbage is just beginning to soften, you want it to remain a little crunchy.  Stir a couple of times and add a little water if it begins to stick.  Overcooking the cabbage will remove the flavor, texture and sweetness of the cabbage. 

I sometimes add 2-3 cups of diced corned beef to this mix.  If the corned beef is very salty omit any extra salt. 



thursday

Jan. 29th, 2026 03:26 pm
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Pine Cone Quilt. I came across a quilting pattern called "pine cone" or "pine burr" today and thought I'd try it (sort of) with collage. Usually the pine cone pattern radiates out from the middle in quilting but I didn't have enough room in my book with the size of paper squares I had cut so I did more of a scales thing. This is the first page of my most recent daily journal book, Everything #20. Number 19 took me from April 2025 till this morning. It always feel momentous to me when I move into a new book for some reason.

Another cold day today. Though the sun shone for a while and that was nice. Char, Berdella and I had lunch at Granthams. This was the first time in years that I got anything other than my usual seafood salad. I got bourbon grilled salmon. It was good but I think next time I'll probably go back to seafood salad again.

Food

Jan. 28th, 2026 02:40 pm
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Eating with allergies. 
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Yesterday after work i just escaped into a book. I finished Rachel Neumeier's Death's Lady trilogy. The first book felt complete and stand alone, and i found the in this world with a mental institution housing a distressed person from another world to be different and engaging. Would real therapists and psychiatrists approve? I dunno, but i enjoyed it. The next two books are one story that i was impatient with -- just as likely a me problem as that of the text, as in retrospect i regard it with some pleasure. The fourth book, last night, was of redemption. The lovely aspect of these books is the alternate world has recovered from a long traumatic time of cruelty and the young leader has an instinct for healing.

And i escaped there again.

I am privileged in that generally we can sit out the ice and snow and enjoy looking and walking in it. The stretch of road we are on retains the ice long after it clears elsewhere, our north slope grounds are shaded by tall pines and we keep the snow for a long while. I suspect that once we get round the curve i will, as usual, be surprised at how different everywhere else is.

"KEY MESSAGE 1...Confidence continues to grow in at least measurable snowfall in central NC Fri night into Sun morning, but considerable uncertainty remains with an incredibly wide range of potential snowfall amounts and related impacts.... This pattern is favorable for at least light snow with a high snow/liquid ratio within central NC, but also brings an incredibly  difficult forecast challenge.... The likelihood ... remains a point of considerable uncertainty and may not be ironed out until 1-2 days before the event begins. However, the top analogs and latest suite of ... model guidance highlights at least the potential for significant snowfall totals somewhere from the Carolinas into the Mid-Atlantic. There are a few failure modes for this setup which would result in less precipitation over central NC. "

I like reading the local NWS (RAH) area forecast. The above is essentially how i skim the text. Whole paragraphs of technical air masses and troughs and poetic phrases like  the "stronger synoptic ascent overspreads" i consume to produce some abstract impressionist concept of weather maps in my head, but i am on the look out for the process. These forecasters speaking to other forecasters focus on certainty and uncertainty and the basis for claims. The meaningful weather maps right now focus on what the probability is that warning or watches need to be issued -- not how much.  The graphical ten day forecast i look at has no way to condense in all this uncertainty, except for the numbers to jump around as new models are run.

The Weather Channel is apparently naming it Winter Storm Gianna.

Meanwhile, the project planning for which i am scheduled to fly to Ohio this weekend -- exhale, it will be what it will be -- gripped my heart yesterday with dread. I am feeling inadequate as i look into some cryptographic technologies and consider the chuzpah with which we undertake this planning. I think i had forgotten the depths of some of the issues facing us in this work, and yesterday it all came back to me. I am ... thankful ... for the pause that means i have this complexity in mind as we head into the planning.

Meanwhile, i read one of my Republican senator's statements critical of ICE and fume at the wishy washy way he weasels his critique to "protect President Trump's legacy." The press has carried stories about the fear these politicians have of getting in the crosshairs of the MAGA and Q faithful who have shown themselves willing to assault and attack. The attack on Paul Pelosi, on judges, on governors, even the attempted assassination attempts -- yes, i can understand the fear. But there are people on the street in Minneapolis who are brave and are also facing violence and attack and no doubt MAGA and Q faithful are doxxing people who have made themselves visible -- can this senator not be brave enough to do more?

The number of deaths in ICE's custody has shot up this year and part of it is the ignorance in which they bring people into custody, the lack of support for the people who have chronic conditions, the utter lack of care. Funding of DHS should also be contingent on hiring the medical staff and translators and custodial staff, and buying supplies to support the people in custody. If ANYONE is in custody, the state should be meeting their physical and legal needs.

ICE needs to be held accountable for those deaths, too. Not just the terror they are causing on the streets, but the tedious quiet horror of neglect in custody.

Argh, there is so much wrong with the whole horrible, racist process.

wednesday

Jan. 28th, 2026 06:51 am
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-5F this morning. The back door screeches on its hinges when you open it.

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Last night - I wanted to get a pic of how the lights in the front window light up the snow on the ground. I have the lights on a thermostat that turns on when the temps outside go below 20F. They have been on a lot this winter.

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Art a day - Seven of Wands.

Yesterday I bought my plane tickets to go to Florida in April. Started a monkey amigurumi. I've been watching The Closer. Well, hardly watching, more like listening to it in the background. I love hearing her voice. I'm not really sure what's going on most the time.

Nothing much on the agenda today except more of The Closer and crochet. Dave is taking a day off from ice fishing. Day after day outside in this kind of weather is brutal.
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